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A little diddy about me
My name is Jeff. I spend a lot of time playing guitar with my band The Flight. I also like watching movies, listening to music(of course) and shooting photography. Hope you all enjoy my poems. Thanks for reading them.


when all is said and done
a passion i have
since when does passion mean a thing
compassionate and totally swallowed up
enveloped in a big waste of time

so much effort so much time
thrown away and now it seems to me
that i've been wasting my time
wasting my life for something that doesn't mean a thing

it means the world to me
but the world is nothing anymore
the ground i walk on
air i breathe could all just leave
and i'd be fine

things that i hold dear
material things that are easily destroyed
possessions that i cherish
precious things that i love
mean nothing to you

but thats what makes us so unique
you have your things and i have mine
in this world there is never true love
theres only physical attraction

we want the biggest
most expensive things money can buy
and i've got nothing but still
i'm satisfied even if you aren't

i may not be the best
but i love everything i do
everything i say and every word
written on this paper for your eyes to see
but from my heart

and your opinion may say
that i'm just wasting my time
but in this duration i feel at ease
i feel like the world is coming together
and when its over i know its not

this world may never be clean
it may always be a mess
but no matter how bad it gets
i'll always do things the best way i can

and i know it may mean nothing
i know my efforts may amount to shit
at least i tried
i had the courage to throw caution to the wind

and the wind is blowing rather hard now
it may come flying back at me
and if it does and if i die
at least i know i died trying..

its not always the strong that survive
  Temporary Stars
Last night everything ended in disaster
but the stars kept shining
and the world didn't stop
everything that could have gone wrong did
and now i am down
it seems like things were better off before

And everything we did
all that time was wasted
nothing good came from it
we have nothing to show for our efforts

A plaque hangs on the wall
failure written on a shining medal
everything that we worked for
now just seems a waste
now knowing that i feel that i could break

and all of those hurtful words
everything that came from my lips
i meant to not say but i did
and now i'm just trying to climb out from this hole
i have dug with my own two hands

this dirt stains my skin
i'd wipe these tears from my face
but i don't want to
i want to leave them there for all to see

on the outside everything looks fine
i can't help but not smile at the sight of you
but here on the inside everythings a mess
you really have no idea how i feel

tonight, planets in hand
stars in your eyes
and dreams in my head
i couldn't possibly leave this state
although its temporary
i feel stuck here and can't run away

though i have tried
i feel i really can't go on
without your hand to guide my path
and i feel responsible
but i can't take the blame

so i take the fall
and i say what i mean
everything is temporary

the stars in your eyes
dreams that i've had
it all will someday fade away
like you, like me...



all bets are off
all bets are off
fallen but i'm still not giving up
the odds are against me
but still i feel i can make it through
this mess thats in my way

the streets all look the same
i can't read the writings on the wall
nearsightedness is to blame
and i can't find my way home

houses fall where they may
landed all in a row
picket fences painted white
lined up one by one

i'd like to finish what i've started
but that seems near impossible
hundred foot high fences in the way
i can barely see the top
and i know i can't make that climb

fall, and where i land
would you be there to catch me
reassuring me that everything
will some day be O.K.

and failing won't seem as bad
as it did, this time next year
and a year from now
you'll still be there for me
arms opened wider than ever before

i know its hard to tell
i know its hard to say
whats on your mind
i feel the same way as you do right now

a constant stream of thought
by the time i say one word
the rest just leaves me behind
juggling my vowels
and my consonants i can't make out

leave me here
but not for too long
the sun is going down
i don't want it to set
on all we have
or all we don't have

this impression
it will last a lifetime
i would try to change it
but its no use
it can't be changed

the future holds nothing
and the present has held little
and the past held everything
now all i have are memories
placed in my hand

photographs of nothing
of everything
of times that are lost
my paradise is now
an old dirt field i once called home

as a child
this place that i spent endless summer days
they all ended
and now i'm left with nothing

cuts and bruises on my legs
gave my skin the color it has
and now the color is slowly fading

and now i'm left
with the memory
engraved in my heart
forever held in my head

i wait..
for the sun to rise
the early morning haze takes me home
to a place i once knew
not too long ago
the summer days will never leave me
alone again..

alone is where i want to be
beside myself i'll save you a seat
as my problems grow
you'll be there to cut them down

all alone
lost and still knowing where i am
the compass faces north
but i know i'm heading south
and now, i know all bets are off





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minutes vs miles
diamonds line the highway i drive on tonight
i have you there by my side
the air is cold out there
but i have you to keep me warm

the map is missing pages
and i don't know where we are
but something tells me inside
we will make it home just fine

and miles, they equal minutes
and the minutes are running low
but the miles seem to go on and on
for sometime, maybe forever

the sun slowly rises
i have been driving all night
looking back on it now
it all just seems a blur

speed limits slow us down
we've got one mile to go
i tell you i am so anxious
i just can't wait for one more minute

i don't know about you
but i never knew
you to be the type
who likes to carpool at night


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Fourth of July
the stars explode in your eyes
i watch the fireworks
fourth of july
a day i will never forget

a look i once saw in your eyes
now where has it gone
its left me here
just like yesterday

i lay down and close my eyes
i see you there
but its not you
its just how i pictured you

an empty frame holds up the wall
it would fall if i took it down
i see your face inside
reflecting off of mine

my arms welcome you
a welcome mat placed at my door
wipe off your feet
come inside

am i talking to myself again
i'm staring at the wall
it just listens
theres no reply

i kissed your lips
saw you out the door
i never thought
you wouldn't return

if i would have known
i wouldn't have let you go
into that night
with no chance to say goodbye

so farewell my angel
try not to stain your wings
i'll see you again
someday

maybe sunday
i'm all dressed in black
monday seems so far away
without you here

i wait and watch the clock
time ticks by
i sit
i wait for you

come inside
wipe off your feet
fourth of july
fireworks light up my sky

waiting around
the hands on the wall
they slowly crawl
they almost seem to stop

but when you are here
we can't even hold on
it flies by so fast
why can't i make it stop

i touch you
you close your eyes
i kiss you
you close them tighter

i see you out the door
let me know when you make it home
i'm still waiting
yesterday, hours away

a ringing in my ears
it doesn't stop just never stops
i wait and still
no reply

maybe someday i'll hear your voice
see your face and feel you again
maybe sunday
but there's still no reply


the skye's end
seems like you're a million miles away
but with just one touch i hear you
and i see you inside my polaroid color picture
theres your face, same as before

i am here and you are there
somewhere near the sky's end
where the sun never sets
and you will never be cold again

the memories stain my thoughts
i clear my hear and try to wash them out
but it just isn't enough your smell is on my skin
and i can't wash it off of my hands

the July sun sets to an August moon
i wait by the staircase to try to see you
but the sky's end is in the way
if only it was yesterday

the sky's end holds everything i love
and i cherish you no matter where you are
knowing that i hope that you will see
that distance means nothing to me

miles upon miles oceans and mountains
nothing could ever stand in the way
miles upon miles day after day
nothing could ever stand in the way