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A little diddy about me |
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![]() when all is said and done a passion i have since when does passion mean a thing compassionate and totally swallowed up enveloped in a big waste of time so much effort so much time thrown away and now it seems to me that i've been wasting my time wasting my life for something that doesn't mean a thing it means the world to me but the world is nothing anymore the ground i walk on air i breathe could all just leave and i'd be fine things that i hold dear material things that are easily destroyed possessions that i cherish precious things that i love mean nothing to you but thats what makes us so unique you have your things and i have mine in this world there is never true love theres only physical attraction we want the biggest most expensive things money can buy and i've got nothing but still i'm satisfied even if you aren't i may not be the best but i love everything i do everything i say and every word written on this paper for your eyes to see but from my heart and your opinion may say that i'm just wasting my time but in this duration i feel at ease i feel like the world is coming together and when its over i know its not this world may never be clean it may always be a mess but no matter how bad it gets i'll always do things the best way i can and i know it may mean nothing i know my efforts may amount to shit at least i tried i had the courage to throw caution to the wind and the wind is blowing rather hard now it may come flying back at me and if it does and if i die at least i know i died trying.. its not always the strong that survive |
Temporary Stars Last night everything ended in disaster but the stars kept shining and the world didn't stop everything that could have gone wrong did and now i am down it seems like things were better off before And everything we did all that time was wasted nothing good came from it we have nothing to show for our efforts A plaque hangs on the wall failure written on a shining medal everything that we worked for now just seems a waste now knowing that i feel that i could break and all of those hurtful words everything that came from my lips i meant to not say but i did and now i'm just trying to climb out from this hole i have dug with my own two hands this dirt stains my skin i'd wipe these tears from my face but i don't want to i want to leave them there for all to see on the outside everything looks fine i can't help but not smile at the sight of you but here on the inside everythings a mess you really have no idea how i feel tonight, planets in hand stars in your eyes and dreams in my head i couldn't possibly leave this state although its temporary i feel stuck here and can't run away though i have tried i feel i really can't go on without your hand to guide my path and i feel responsible but i can't take the blame so i take the fall and i say what i mean everything is temporary the stars in your eyes dreams that i've had it all will someday fade away like you, like me... |
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all bets are off minutes vs miles |
Fourth of July the stars explode in your eyes i watch the fireworks fourth of july a day i will never forget a look i once saw in your eyes now where has it gone its left me here just like yesterday i lay down and close my eyes i see you there but its not you its just how i pictured you an empty frame holds up the wall it would fall if i took it down i see your face inside reflecting off of mine my arms welcome you a welcome mat placed at my door wipe off your feet come inside am i talking to myself again i'm staring at the wall it just listens theres no reply i kissed your lips saw you out the door i never thought you wouldn't return if i would have known i wouldn't have let you go into that night with no chance to say goodbye so farewell my angel try not to stain your wings i'll see you again someday maybe sunday i'm all dressed in black monday seems so far away without you here i wait and watch the clock time ticks by i sit i wait for you come inside wipe off your feet fourth of july fireworks light up my sky waiting around the hands on the wall they slowly crawl they almost seem to stop but when you are here we can't even hold on it flies by so fast why can't i make it stop i touch you you close your eyes i kiss you you close them tighter i see you out the door let me know when you make it home i'm still waiting yesterday, hours away a ringing in my ears it doesn't stop just never stops i wait and still no reply maybe someday i'll hear your voice see your face and feel you again maybe sunday but there's still no reply |
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![]() the skye's end seems like you're a million miles away but with just one touch i hear you and i see you inside my polaroid color picture theres your face, same as before i am here and you are there somewhere near the sky's end where the sun never sets and you will never be cold again the memories stain my thoughts i clear my hear and try to wash them out but it just isn't enough your smell is on my skin and i can't wash it off of my hands the July sun sets to an August moon i wait by the staircase to try to see you but the sky's end is in the way if only it was yesterday the sky's end holds everything i love and i cherish you no matter where you are knowing that i hope that you will see that distance means nothing to me miles upon miles oceans and mountains nothing could ever stand in the way miles upon miles day after day nothing could ever stand in the way |
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